"Goddess in a Red Apron" is DESPAIR's contribution to the album. The song is about addiction of all kinds and how it may be mistaken for inspiration.
lyrics
Was that just static noise?
Or was it your voice
using the choiciest words ever uttered or heard
and caused me to stop in mid-flow
while engulfed in the moist of your afterglow.
After an enchanted evening spent in silent seduction,
subdued like an idle resemblance to the dark days of tomorrow
Coming unglue with sadness
as I move towards your madness with my heart of sorrow.
Are you my Goddess in a Red Apron?
Or a simulation of my mythic mistress of a wife?
Or just another muse
bearing false fruits
holding the lyrical knife to cut the hurt and nurse my inside?
Chemically
our intercourse takes it's course mechanically.
And candidly
I grow attached rapidly
Reach out to you automatically.
I yearn for the warmth of your familiarity
As I wait
for a signal to encapsulate
this moment of isolation
with clever words of desperation.
Or the purple capsule taken to awaken my sleepfrom an affair with the fair maiden.
Awaken to this revelation
that every aspect of this relationship
was just a figment of my imagination.
credits
from The ENDLESS,
released May 13, 2014
Produced by Boston Beatdown.